「身軀疲累不堪卻不能入睡,非常痛苦。What is keeping me awake at night?
Too obvious. 朋友都跟我說『別想了、想想別的事情吧、愈想只會愈痛心』，難道我不知嗎? 始終不是當事人，又怎能明白我的感受我的痛楚。有妳們的安慰當然帶給我無比的溫暖,
但遺憾地亦添加了些難受。我是一個極度悲觀的人，可能我幼稚不成熟，不快時總喜歡把不歡喜的感覺凝聚在一起，安慰我太概使我覺得自己很可憐吧。不是誇讚自己是個大情大性專一的人，但每段感情我都很認真很投入，試過忍耐、試過接受、試過為對方改變，特別是她。可惜，愛情這東西不是你肯付出就有想要的回報。過去廿多天的生活過得非常艱難,
不清楚這樣的生活還會維持多久,
不知怎麼地我有點兒想這樣一直持續下去,
或許我喜歡自虐吧？即時今天的她對我已毫無感覺，我愛她是鐵一般的事實，感覺不是我所能控制的，愛她當然亦不需要什麼理由。很感謝上天,妳讓我遇上她一起走過這兩年半的快樂。」
"It's a sunday night, a night never to be trusted for emotions. So, a lot
of you guys are gonna head home and either receive texts in the dead of
night or actually compose them that are not going to be fully
representative of how you feel for the rest of the day, for the rest of
your week. Then you'll be reaching out, and if you're not reaching out
you'll have someone else reaching out to you. And your friends, and your
brain, and your morals, and your conscience have all trained you not to
respond. But I'm gonna go against the grain and I'm going to suggest
that the next time you get a message from the one you love, the only
person in the world you love and can't talk to, that you respond. And
you just write back when they ask you if you're up, and you're up, just
write back, "Yup, come on over." Cause life is just too short to keep
playing the game. Cause if you really want somebody, you'll figure it
out later. Otherwise, you'll be laying in bed with a Blackberry on your
chest staring at it, doing nothing for the rest of the night, hoping
that it goes, "PRRR, PRRR, PRRR." - John Mayer
